Dodge's life with women has been up and down for the last year plus. See, Dodge and his lovely wife have a very stable/unstable weird kind of open/not open relationship. Sometimes it's a combination of all those slashes. Neither of us are great at being married, but we both love/care about the other a whole lot...we're best friends, we really are, but neither of us is totally ok with being monogamous all the time, so it leads to all kinds of trouble. We're not morally bankrupt or anything and Dodge didn't start the trouble, but he went with the flow, after a while. We "date" each other, but we also "date" other people sometimes. How does that work? Sometimes it doesn't, sometimes it just seems to work. Most of our friend's think we're crazy...that's one of the hardest parts with it. I think most of the time, we would both like to be totally monogamous, so really we probably just need lots more counseling. lol. Sometimes it's fun, but sometimes it's a huge headache. We don't really go along with the conventional view of marriage right now or relationships for that matter, but for now, it seems to work for us...it will change soon, sometimes it's like the wind. You don't know where it's coming from and especially where it's going. I know, I know, God is really pissed at us right now...sure. We'll probably get divorced and date after that sooner or later...I don't really know, but I know it's the weirdest f'ing relationship I've ever been in, in my life. Neither of us want out, but we can't seem to wholly commit to staying in. Truthfully, Dodge doesn't reccomend marriage too often.
Anyway, to much information right? Stick to the music right? OK, you're right, but if you want free music sometimes you have to take the good with the bad and it's days like this you're gonna have to eat some shit and listen to me vent.
Fuck Valentine's Day is really all I'm saying.
Stereogum has an superb and very large list of hot new music to download as a VD special.
45::RPM has an incredible February Mix up right now, but the site seems to be down right now, so check back with this one later. It's a great mix though.
Living it up when I'm going dooooowwwwn....